Sat

Today was a good day...any day is good with God in your life.

Celebrated the other Bryan's birthday and ate lotsa cake, Ian ate the most. Dragged Josh into the girls toilet.

Ate dinner with Bryan and Ian and Good Gabriel and went to play at the arcade. Left very late and sent Bryan home...

Why do so many people NOT believe in Christ? Is it that hard to accept that Jesus is the one who died for their sins? I believe with all my heart that He is the Messiah, Lord and Saviour, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Beginning and the End, Alpha and the Omega, The Almighty and I AM? Why why why do so many people walk away from the gift of salvation? Is salvation a bad thing?

This world is SO corrupted that many have been decieved by the devil to the extent that they belive what sins they commit are actually ok...They had better wake up. The end is coming soon and they will suffer if they do not accept Jesus Christ as their only Lord and Saviour!

Main fact and truth: Jesus dies for our sins on the cross. He humbled himself and came to earth to lead a sinless life and was obedient to the end, even at death! Can you tell me anyone that would actually give up their lives for our sins? He is merciful and also delivers justice. He created YOU and yet all of us have sinned against our creator. If you do not give a care about this then you will surely regret this in time to come.

I urge all of you unbelievers to think about this. Is a life that leads to an eternal one in heaven better than a life that leads to and eternal one in the fires of hell?

JESUS LOVES EVERYONE! OPEN YOUR HEARTS TO HIM AND LET HIM COME INTOYOUR LIFE!

Thursday - Fri - Sat Early Morn

Thursday -

Returned to school today, got back a ton of homwork...Next week will be full of tests...One everyday...Goodness...Ran 2.4 today, didnt warm up ended up with a bad back and aching legs...Ouch...

Friday -

Had NCC training today where it was kinda hot and stuffy. Got a blister on my feet. Left halfway to brief sec 2 on the Total Defence Tsunami Play...They were behaving annoyingly and so did Hasif...Irritating guy...Went to Long John Silver to ate...Reached home at 8, very tired...Finished the script already...

Satruday Early Morn -

Going to church in 15 hours time...Looking forward to worshipping God! zzZZzz...I am tired...Cant tell?

Tuesday - Wednesday

Tuesday -

On tuesday I forgot what happened...Of course not...

Tuesday...Something happened that show's God's awesome power and the plan he has for us...When I tell you what happened, you may think that it is coincidental or pure luck. I however, will always believe it was God who did what he did for reason...

To begin, we must backtrack to Monday night. Cass had free tickets to watch a movie at suntec. She didnt need a set so wanted to give me. Actaully they wanted to go on Wed but I had something on (get to that later), so I wanted to watch on Tues... I called Ahmad and arranged it. It looked like I would be going after all on Tuesday but then just before I slept he told me he couldn't, so I called it of.

The next day (Tues), I said the WL word and said sorry aloud. Someone asked me why was I doing this. I told that someone the reason. I felt good that I was trying to change. In fact I changed a lot since I got to know God...It was sad that I was trying so hard while others were saying it like everyday words (It already is becoming everyday words)...

After school, I got a sms from my mum to call her and I did. She told me a real close relative was extremely sick and was in a state where an operation could mean the difference between life and death.

Of course I was so worried and here's where God's power is shown: What would happen if I was in the movie, and I could not go away? I mean there's always a way like Oh you could leave the cinema what. But the main point is the sequence of events fell along so nicely in place. I thank God that he did not allow me to go for the movie, which could change many things in the day if i did go...

When I rushed home after lunch, I immediately went to the hospital with my mum to visit him. He looked extremely thin and sick. We prayed and things got pretty emotional with the adults... But luckily the relative is a believer, and knew his life rested in the hands of the Lord...

After visiting, we went for dinner at around 9.30 at Paragon nearby, reached home around 11 and slept...ZZzzZZ...

Wednesday-

I am thinking of visiting Uncle (The relative) tml but I dont know whether he would be in the operation room when I reach there...Not sure...

Woke up today dead tired and got to school. Got the day off to attend a Media Conference at the Ngee Ann Poly. It was illuminating experience but we got shuffled about that nobody got the workshop the wanted. The place was infested with Nanyang Girls, which kinda dominated the area...hahax...Adrianna posed the panel some interesting topic on the media which the speakers found it uneasy to answer...

When I was chatting with my friends I realised that one of them, termed X had little faith in the Lord. X felt that there were many times when she was in bad problems and God did not help her. I say again. God puts obstacles in our way for a reason! If I got my hand chopped of, it his still his will and I will NEVER EVER LOSE MY FAITH IN HIM! You must pray in times of need and ask God for his grace and mercy and to give you strength! How can you lose faith in Him, for all He has done for us? It's saddening...

On the way back, someone was disturbing me and another girl, we were seating together on the bus and someone thought I liked her and she liked me. The girl's behaviour obviously raised some eyebrows. But if you recall, I posted some time ago that relationships will be kept on a friendship basis and the only real relationship I will have is with God. Why need to like someone when you have GOD?

I am tired, tml there's still a meeting and on friday theres a training...

Jesus loves everyone!

MUST TRAIN!

Today was ok...But one thing bothered me the most...We shall get to that later...

In geog class today, I tried the-trick-I-tried-on-Mr-Cheng a few days ago on Mr Cheng again. This time results were hilarious...

Me:Cher the bell ring already
Him: Has the bell gone already?
Me:Yes!
The Bell:RING!!!

So much for another early recess! Hahax... Found Ian and he was flinging prawns at dunno who and landed on this sec 4 girl's shirt!!! AHAHAHHA...Ok that's evil...

Drumroll...To the thing that bothered me the most...During NCC training, Praba asked me to be IC...But somehow, I screwed it up big time...I totally didnt noe what to say and had to listen to the platoon for instructions... EEE! How is it you can listen to the commands yet when it is your turn to give you are so nervous...

I resolve to train EXTREMELY hard till I can successfully give proper commands to the platoon and STOP SCREWING UP...

Discussed about the Total Defence Today where there were many hilarious ideas...Me being the IC will have to make sure the performance is good...Show what NCC can do...

On the way home I saw many people together, as in Stead together... I begin to wonder, why do people nowadays (Young Uns) get steads so early? I admit I had one during Sec 1 but now I don't and don't see how having one is good...When these Steads say they like each other, do they actually feel that? I see many steads doing those things-that-are-not-supposed-to-be-done...Do these people need love? JESUS is there for them and yet they do not come to Him...The foolishness!

I now that Jesus is always there for us and His love is a love that is no person can give us!

I LOVE JESUS! DO YOU?

There goes 3 days of sleep...

Cant say I am well rested...I want to sleep but I cant seem to sleep for more than 10 hours...

Yesterday (Sat) I met up with Jared and Ian to get Issac's present. Ian went to Challengers to get something done and those people wanted him to bring his whole CPU down...That's madness! Poor Ian lost his money and had no money to eat...We bought Issac some cookies which I have always bought for people but never got a chance to eat it myself...

I bought myself a nice excellent book which I have finished reading already and will be reading it again... Is the last book of the Left Behind Series which has 12 books and I have only read one...I need to go find all 11 and finish reading the whole set. The last book, Glorious Appearing, is better than any textbook...Duh...Tells us of the Second Coming of Christ and what will happen then...Is scary at some parts, especially on how the unbelievers will be sentenced to eternity in Hell...I know I won't be in Hell, do you?

Service was the best (Every week is the best) and the message is there. During cell we did some fun stuff about our characters and other's characters...Jeff was making a lot of funny actions and his facial expressions were hilarious! I'm a DOVE, which is kinda of a softy who as Jeff says, will be the one who in a War would volunteer to get shot first...

Went for dinner and to the arcade where me and Bryan spent 2 dollars on games where we died so easily...Hahax...

We went to Pasir Ris and on the train discussed about forming a band...Hmmm...Is it a good idea?

Me and Bryan then went to the town park in Pasir Ris where we talked to this kids and were surprised by some things about them, and also how wierd and rude the young kids are these days...

[Issac's bday is on the 21/Jan, see Genesis(First chapeter in the bible) 21's title]

Elektra ain't Electric

Today, Ben, Bryan, Ian, Jared, Aaron, Marcus, Denise, Charlene and I went to PS to watch a movie...It was ok...Not too bad...

I slept for 10 hours which is excellent, did all my homework then got ready to go out. I went to Bryan's house first to meet up with him and Aaron, and boy, Bobby has GROWN since the last time I saw him, guess Ian's fear is reasonable, but of course why fear a dog...Hahax...

Took the train to Dhoby Ghaut to meet the others, they were all seating there like some gang members...hahax...Went to buy the tickets, ate KFC and went to play World Combat...Made it kinda far and BRYAN was solo shooting near the end...I used around 17 bucks which is ok for a trip to PS...

After the movie Bryan ran to the loo and so did I...ZOOM like Elektra...Bryan was jumping on Ian like some assasin...Copy Elektra...First it was Spiderman now Elektra, but of course he will always be Spiderman to us...

Going out with them is somehow always better than anyone...Is so much fun together...Having fellowship...Hahax...Tired still, I think I will permanantly tired...zzZZzz

I CAN SLEEEEEPPPPP!!!

YES I CAN FINALLY SLEEP!!! SLEEP!!! SLEEP!!! And then wake up at 9...I will have to study from 930-1100, then 1130-1300, then go meet Bryan Ian Ben Jared for MOVIE...YEHAA!!!

Today was good, IT WAS EXCELLENT!

Last night I prayed, ask God to help me find my Ezlink. Today, the office calls and YES! THEY FOUNF MY CARD!!! God is good isn't he?

You might say that is pure luck and coincidental, but all these are created by God too...So credit all goes to Him!!! This is a good proof of God's power and grace..Though it is on a small scale, it is still proof...

Went to TM to buy see things with Teddy who is a bit blind somehow...Well can't blame him...Hahax...Ate KFC and I was stuffed...Was siffering from stomachache this morning till noon and of course the Dunman toilets are not usable, no toilet paper all the time...SSS anyone? So I had to go to TM's "Happy Toilet"...True it did make me feel happy...hahax...

Went home and slacked the day true...Hope tml goes on well...

Remedial...

(Said WL today...EEE...that's the one so diff to kick...)

I am tired...No surprise...I am a bit unlucky, haven't found my Ezlink...

Ok day...Of course there was so much fun in class...2 hours of Cheng...That is sian...Seems many people getting sick, some went home yesterday, one today...One absent, one snorting away with a block nose (me)... Well hope everyone gets well...

In class I did something real wierd. Mr Cheng asked Whether the recess bell has rung yet, and I shout aloud Long ago lor...Then he rushes to finish the lesson and releases us. When we got down to the canteen the bell rang...Poor cher...I feel so sorry...

I failed my maths test...I could have passed, at least 7/10, but there was no time, and yeah I was kinda mixed up...How is it whenever u make a mistake and u know the correct answer u think:"EEE...I could have gotten it right?" Ah well...Learn from mistakes...

After school also had photo taking which was kinda absurb with the uncle saying "Where's the tresurer? No money no photo..." Silly guy...

After today, I know better than to get into a relationship that WONT last...The only relationship I will one to have is one with friends and family and of course GOD!!! WOOHOO!!!

Suay...

I am tired, itchy and UNLUCKY...

Got over 10 mosquito bites...Scratch Scratch... Tired...Not enough sleep...Can tell? UNLUCKY!!! Dropped my Ezlink with 20 bucks in it!!! If anyone finds it, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tag the board or report it to the Dunman School Office. It's in a cardboard cover that has a whale on it...PLEASE!!! THANKS!!!

Today was ok, overslept though...By 10 mins...Hahax...School was fun, lots of glue and powder. Met Ahmad, go eat lunch go White Sands, here I am now...Wierd, the sun sets at SO LATE! Excellent...Light is good...But the sky looks menacing...

OK bye bye...Hope I find my Ezlink...

2 WHOLE HOURS!

(Confession: Said WL one time today, nearly said S*X today. Hope won't tml...)

I have spent my whole week in Dunman, and will be doing that until Thursday...

Yesterday (Sunday), Dunman opened its big fat iron gates to the big fat iron public for a big fat iron Carnival/Concert/Bazzar. NCC Air people, actually only 10, turned up to help, and we spent some time before that in the bazzaar...The main highlight was the best! The Dunking Machine! Of course it was not complete without some people namely...MR BERNARD! YEEES!!!

But of course to dunk this great figure, we would have to bid. The highest bidder went up to $50 to try to dunk him 3 times...Well Mr Bernard, it's all in the name of charity. Jeffrey turned up in some funny flat hair and was shouting occasionally...How fun...

When the fun died down, everyone including NCC had to get ready for the concert. We had to just patrol the school from 8-9, but at least I got to watch the show from 7-8. Shiek Hiekal or how you spell it, came and began rapping...Dunno sounds blur larx...

While doing duty for the last mins, the VP turned up and was somehow shocked we were still standing. So being the kind, motherly woman she was, chased us all home. Well if she was kinder, she could have let us of the morning on monday...Too bad... Went with the NCC guys to eat dinner at around 10, and in the bus made a lot of noise when S'pore won...So fun! I was getting a little ill then, and had no appetite...Relax...Is only temporal...I shall be eating a lot still, so sad lar Su Su...

When I got home it was already 1045? When I wanted to go sleep, Ahmad Goh called...And I got onto the bed at 12...

BUT!!! THE MOSQUITOES ATTACKED AND I SPENT 4 HOURS OF MY 6 HOUR "SLEEP TIME" SWATTING THEM AWAY! SO THATS WHY I SLEPT FOR 2 HOURS...

Today, went to school half dead, got shouted at because I was looking at a book cover during english lesson, nearly lost my ezlink card, bought waffles, got home, ahmad call, go White Sands, eat shoot and leaves (Panda)...

Got home and sleep for 1 hour...Felt SO good...Ah well...Waiting for thursday...

Bye Bye, goodnight, don't let the mosquitoes bite...God Bless...